MARILLA said nothing to Matthew about the affair that evening; but when

Anne proved still refractory the next morning an explanation had to be

made to account for her absence from the breakfast table. Marilla told

Matthew the whole story, taking pains to impress him with a due sense of

the enormity of Anne’s behavior.

“It’s a good thing Rachel Lynde got a calling down; she’s a meddlesome

old gossip,” was Matthew’s consolatory rejoinder.

“Matthew Cuthbert, I’m astonished at you. You know that Anne’s behavior

was dreadful, and yet you take her part! I suppose you’ll be saying next

thing that she oughtn’t to be punished at all!”

“Well now--no--not exactly,” said Matthew uneasily. “I reckon she

ought to be punished a little. But don’t be too hard on her, Marilla.

Recollect she hasn’t ever had anyone to teach her right. You’re--you’re

going to give her something to eat, aren’t you?”

“When did you ever hear of me starving people into good behavior?”

demanded Marilla indignantly. “She’ll have her meals regular, and

I’ll carry them up to her myself. But she’ll stay up there until she’s

willing to apologize to Mrs. Lynde, and that’s final, Matthew.”

Breakfast, dinner, and supper were very silent meals--for Anne still

remained obdurate. After each meal Marilla carried a well-filled tray

to the east gable and brought it down later on not noticeably depleted.

Matthew eyed its last descent with a troubled eye. Had Anne eaten

anything at all?

When Marilla went out that evening to bring the cows from the back

pasture, Matthew, who had been hanging about the barns and watching,

slipped into the house with the air of a burglar and crept upstairs. As

a general thing Matthew gravitated between the kitchen and the little

bedroom off the hall where he slept; once in a while he ventured

uncomfortably into the parlor or sitting room when the minister came to

tea. But he had never been upstairs in his own house since the spring he

helped Marilla paper the spare bedroom, and that was four years ago.

He tiptoed along the hall and stood for several minutes outside the

door of the east gable before he summoned courage to tap on it with his

fingers and then open the door to peep in.

Anne was sitting on the yellow chair by the window gazing mournfully out

into the garden. Very small and unhappy she looked, and Matthew’s heart

smote him. He softly closed the door and tiptoed over to her.

“Anne,” he whispered, as if afraid of being overheard, “how are you

making it, Anne?”

Anne smiled wanly.

“Pretty well. I imagine a good deal, and that helps to pass the time. Of

course, it’s rather lonesome. But then, I may as well get used to that.”

Anne smiled again, bravely facing the long years of solitary

imprisonment before her.

Matthew recollected that he must say what he had come to say without

loss of time, lest Marilla return prematurely. “Well now, Anne, don’t

you think you’d better do it and have it over with?” he whispered.

“It’ll have to be done sooner or later, you know, for Marilla’s a

dreadful determined woman--dreadful determined, Anne. Do it right off,

I say, and have it over.”

“Do you mean apologize to Mrs. Lynde?”

“Yes--apologize--that’s the very word,” said Matthew eagerly. “Just

smooth it over so to speak. That’s what I was trying to get at.”

“I suppose I could do it to oblige you,” said Anne thoughtfully. “It

would be true enough to say I am sorry, because I _am_ sorry now. I wasn’t

a bit sorry last night. I was mad clear through, and I stayed mad all

night. I know I did because I woke up three times and I was just

furious every time. But this morning it was over. I wasn’t in a temper

anymore--and it left a dreadful sort of goneness, too. I felt so ashamed

of myself. But I just couldn’t think of going and telling Mrs. Lynde

so. It would be so humiliating. I made up my mind I’d stay shut up here

forever rather than do that. But still--I’d do anything for you--if you

really want me to--”

“Well now, of course I do. It’s terrible lonesome downstairs without

you. Just go and smooth things over--that’s a good girl.”

“Very well,” said Anne resignedly. “I’ll tell Marilla as soon as she

comes in I’ve repented.”

“That’s right--that’s right, Anne. But don’t tell Marilla I said

anything about it. She might think I was putting my oar in and I

promised not to do that.”

“Wild horses won’t drag the secret from me,” promised Anne solemnly.

“How would wild horses drag a secret from a person anyhow?”

But Matthew was gone, scared at his own success. He fled hastily to the

remotest corner of the horse pasture lest Marilla should suspect what

he had been up to. Marilla herself, upon her return to the house, was

agreeably surprised to hear a plaintive voice calling, “Marilla” over

the banisters.

“Well?” she said, going into the hall.

“I’m sorry I lost my temper and said rude things, and I’m willing to go

and tell Mrs. Lynde so.”

“Very well.” Marilla’s crispness gave no sign of her relief. She had

been wondering what under the canopy she should do if Anne did not give

in. “I’ll take you down after milking.”

Accordingly, after milking, behold Marilla and Anne walking down the

lane, the former erect and triumphant, the latter drooping and dejected.

But halfway down Anne’s dejection vanished as if by enchantment. She

lifted her head and stepped lightly along, her eyes fixed on the sunset

sky and an air of subdued exhilaration about her. Marilla beheld the

change disapprovingly. This was no meek penitent such as it behooved her

to take into the presence of the offended Mrs. Lynde.

“What are you thinking of, Anne?” she asked sharply.

“I’m imagining out what I must say to Mrs. Lynde,” answered Anne

dreamily.

This was satisfactory--or should have been so. But Marilla could not

rid herself of the notion that something in her scheme of punishment was

going askew. Anne had no business to look so rapt and radiant.

Rapt and radiant Anne continued until they were in the very presence

of Mrs. Lynde, who was sitting knitting by her kitchen window. Then the

radiance vanished. Mournful penitence appeared on every feature. Before

a word was spoken Anne suddenly went down on her knees before the

astonished Mrs. Rachel and held out her hands beseechingly.

“Oh, Mrs. Lynde, I am so extremely sorry,” she said with a quiver in

her voice. “I could never express all my sorrow, no, not if I used up

a whole dictionary. You must just imagine it. I behaved terribly to

you--and I’ve disgraced the dear friends, Matthew and Marilla, who have

let me stay at Green Gables although I’m not a boy. I’m a dreadfully

wicked and ungrateful girl, and I deserve to be punished and cast out

by respectable people forever. It was very wicked of me to fly into a

temper because you told me the truth. It _was_ the truth; every word you

said was true. My hair is red and I’m freckled and skinny and ugly.

What I said to you was true, too, but I shouldn’t have said it. Oh, Mrs.

Lynde, please, please, forgive me. If you refuse it will be a lifelong

sorrow on a poor little orphan girl, would you, even if she had a

dreadful temper? Oh, I am sure you wouldn’t. Please say you forgive me,

Mrs. Lynde.”

Anne clasped her hands together, bowed her head, and waited for the word

of judgment.

There was no mistaking her sincerity--it breathed in every tone of her

voice. Both Marilla and Mrs. Lynde recognized its unmistakable ring.

But the former understood in dismay that Anne was actually enjoying

her valley of humiliation--was reveling in the thoroughness of her

abasement. Where was the wholesome punishment upon which she, Marilla,

had plumed herself? Anne had turned it into a species of positive

pleasure.

Good Mrs. Lynde, not being overburdened with perception, did not see

this. She only perceived that Anne had made a very thorough apology and

all resentment vanished from her kindly, if somewhat officious, heart.

“There, there, get up, child,” she said heartily. “Of course I forgive

you. I guess I was a little too hard on you, anyway. But I’m such an

outspoken person. You just mustn’t mind me, that’s what. It can’t be

denied your hair is terrible red; but I knew a girl once--went to school

with her, in fact--whose hair was every mite as red as yours when she

was young, but when she grew up it darkened to a real handsome auburn. I

wouldn’t be a mite surprised if yours did, too--not a mite.”

“Oh, Mrs. Lynde!” Anne drew a long breath as she rose to her feet. “You

have given me a hope. I shall always feel that you are a benefactor. Oh,

I could endure anything if I only thought my hair would be a handsome

auburn when I grew up. It would be so much easier to be good if one’s

hair was a handsome auburn, don’t you think? And now may I go out into

your garden and sit on that bench under the apple-trees while you and

Marilla are talking? There is so much more scope for imagination out

there.”

“Laws, yes, run along, child. And you can pick a bouquet of them white

June lilies over in the corner if you like.”

As the door closed behind Anne, Mrs. Lynde got briskly up to light a

lamp.

“She’s a real odd little thing. Take this chair, Marilla; it’s easier

than the one you’ve got; I just keep that for the hired boy to sit

on. Yes, she certainly is an odd child, but there is something kind of

taking about her after all. I don’t feel so surprised at you and Matthew

keeping her as I did--nor so sorry for you, either. She may turn out all

right. Of course, she has a queer way of expressing herself--a little

too--well, too kind of forcible, you know; but she’ll likely get over

that now that she’s come to live among civilized folks. And then, her

temper’s pretty quick, I guess; but there’s one comfort, a child that

has a quick temper, just blaze up and cool down, ain’t never likely to

be sly or deceitful. Preserve me from a sly child, that’s what. On the

whole, Marilla, I kind of like her.”

When Marilla went home Anne came out of the fragrant twilight of the

orchard with a sheaf of white narcissi in her hands.

“I apologized pretty well, didn’t I?” she said proudly as they went

down the lane. “I thought since I had to do it I might as well do it

thoroughly.”

“You did it thoroughly, all right enough,” was Marilla’s comment.

Marilla was dismayed at finding herself inclined to laugh over the

recollection. She had also an uneasy feeling that she ought to scold

Anne for apologizing so well; but then, that was ridiculous! She

compromised with her conscience by saying severely:

“I hope you won’t have occasion to make many more such apologies. I hope

you’ll try to control your temper now, Anne.”

“That wouldn’t be so hard if people wouldn’t twit me about my looks,”

said Anne with a sigh. “I don’t get cross about other things; but I’m

_so_ tired of being twitted about my hair and it just makes me boil right

over. Do you suppose my hair will really be a handsome auburn when I

grow up?”

“You shouldn’t think so much about your looks, Anne. I’m afraid you are

a very vain little girl.”

“How can I be vain when I know I’m homely?” protested Anne. “I love

pretty things; and I hate to look in the glass and see something that

isn’t pretty. It makes me feel so sorrowful--just as I feel when I look

at any ugly thing. I pity it because it isn’t beautiful.”

“Handsome is as handsome does,” quoted Marilla. “I’ve had that said

to me before, but I have my doubts about it,” remarked skeptical Anne,

sniffing at her narcissi. “Oh, aren’t these flowers sweet! It was lovely

of Mrs. Lynde to give them to me. I have no hard feelings against Mrs.

Lynde now. It gives you a lovely, comfortable feeling to apologize and

be forgiven, doesn’t it? Aren’t the stars bright tonight? If you could

live in a star, which one would you pick? I’d like that lovely clear big

one away over there above that dark hill.”

“Anne, do hold your tongue,” said Marilla, thoroughly worn out trying to

follow the gyrations of Anne’s thoughts.

Anne said no more until they turned into their own lane. A little gypsy

wind came down it to meet them, laden with the spicy perfume of young

dew-wet ferns. Far up in the shadows a cheerful light gleamed out

through the trees from the kitchen at Green Gables. Anne suddenly came

close to Marilla and slipped her hand into the older woman’s hard palm.

“It’s lovely to be going home and know it’s home,” she said. “I love

Green Gables already, and I never loved any place before. No place ever

seemed like home. Oh, Marilla, I’m so happy. I could pray right now and

not find it a bit hard.”

Something warm and pleasant welled up in Marilla’s heart at touch of

that thin little hand in her own--a throb of the maternity she had

missed, perhaps. Its very unaccustomedness and sweetness disturbed

her. She hastened to restore her sensations to their normal calm by

inculcating a moral.

“If you’ll be a good girl you’ll always be happy, Anne. And you should

never find it hard to say your prayers.”

“Saying one’s prayers isn’t exactly the same thing as praying,” said

Anne meditatively. “But I’m going to imagine that I’m the wind that is

blowing up there in those tree tops. When I get tired of the trees I’ll

imagine I’m gently waving down here in the ferns--and then I’ll fly over

to Mrs. Lynde’s garden and set the flowers dancing--and then I’ll go

with one great swoop over the clover field--and then I’ll blow over the

Lake of Shining Waters and ripple it all up into little sparkling waves.

Oh, there’s so much scope for imagination in a wind! So I’ll not talk

any more just now, Marilla.”

“Thanks be to goodness for that,” breathed Marilla in devout relief.