@tibianchini
1 year ago
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I don't want anyone telling me:
“Today I remembered you.”
I want to hear instead:
“It’s been a long time since you left my mind.”
I don't want the warm--
Not for coffee, not for bath, not for love.
If it doesn't boil, it's cold.
I don't want lives without problems.
I don't want them to come to me just when everything's going well.
I don't want them to just pick me up when I'm happy.
I don't want anyone to think of me as an occasional shelter:
I want to be the shelter already internalized,
He who does not name himself or think,
But it's just known that it is.
A shelter, not a refuge.
I want the fullness of "I need to tell you something,"
Even if it is “nothing”.
I want the heart you like,
Not like the end of a short answer,
But as the beginning of a new conversation.
I want lives that cross,
Even if, for that,
We need to divert the route --
Not for the easy way, but for the closest to the other.
This is how life is worth it.
Just... just...
That's how days make sense.
Feeling... feeling...
This is how Love's honey keeps dripping,
Bleeding... bleeding..