@tibianchini
1 year ago
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A year ago I was someone else.
There were in me remains of many memories
Still fresh and latent.
There was another future here,
Other hopes and other projects.
Some of them have been accomplished.
Some of them were abandoned.
Some didn't even get taken seriously.
I've been changing for a year.
I've been evolving and evolving,
I've been walking around in circles and jumping ahead.
I've been living, anyway,
Learning day after day,
With the longings I couldn't have,
With the mistakes I couldn't make,
With the fears I never should have had.
I've been seeing myself for a year
And this other one likes you more and more
More and more of me.
More and more of us.
I lost people who were for life,
I found people I'd never meet again.
I met impossible people,
I recognized myself.
I've had several lives; I've had several different destinations.
I had constant deaths and rebirths.
I've had loves and lovelessness and lovelessness.
And I end up having myself.
A new stage begins. New stages will begin.
And I know I won't do all the projects,
Because I will find even better projects to fulfill.
Today I have absences that will no longer be felt
And presences that will be forever celebrated.
I have me today.
And you, who reads to me.
Today I just need another year
To become a new person.