@tibianchini
1 year ago
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Two souls on the edge of the abyss
I'm not gonna ask you to come.
I'm not gonna push it, or pull you by the hand.
But I want you to know, I'm here.
And I'm still in one piece.
You may be trying to choke what you feel
— and yet feel.
You may be rehearsing your farewell.
— and yet wait.
He could be faking
that nothing happened —
but his unspoken words
They're still screaming for me.
I saw you shaking in the hug.
I saw your eyes run from mine,
Like they're avoiding falling...
And at the same time, like they want to throw themselves out for good.
You don't belong to me.
And I don't want it to belong.
I just want you to choose — no rush, but no lies.
With the beating heart, not the fear that holds.
If it's to live this,
Let it be with courage.
If you leave it behind,
Let it be true.
I'm just asking you not to pretend like there wasn't.
Because there was.
There still is.
There always will be. Deal with it.
And when — if —
you decide to jump,
You won't find me
Waiting for you on the edge of the abyss.
You'll find me flying.
With wide wings.
With whole love.
With room for you.