Fired #Desafio 365 days (034 of 365) Ref. 03/02 Fired I don't want to see you anymore because I don't deserve you. I wish you were a bitch. Maybe, then, I wouldn't keep the slightest appreciation for it. And maybe I wouldn't even know you. It wasn't necessary for our lives to cross like this. - What? You're an evil, a syphilis, a disease. Just because you are good, and there is something in me That – this I know – will love you for all eternity. I don't want to see you anymore because I've seen enough of you, Here is my most disgraceful sin: And this purification will never come to me. There were so many I could have loved!... And so many mouths that could be mine And I could have been many, and been happy – But no: instead of giving myself over to the foolish, petty passions, God gave me to the shadows, gave me to you, so he wanted. Go away. Get out of here, Some. Don't come back; leave me as one who breaks up, At the door of someone else's, a homeless, nameless dog. It is as it should be, and I am pleased Do it with cold blood and cruelty For hatred will choke love – here is my salvation: Better a hate that feeds on the truth Than a love that mortifies itself in illusion.